As happy as I am, and as hard as it is for us to really talk… I really miss you, and calling you in the middle of the night during the summer, hugging you, listening to your stories about living all over the place. I just really miss our friendship. Being in shows makes it hard to have anyone in my life, let alone someone who I’ve had mixed emotions over for the mass of what must be like only a year even though it has felt like so much longer. I just miss you so much in my life. Hell you probably don’t care. I mean you have kept me from doing some stupid things. That’s all in the past and I’m so happy in my current situation but if there were one thing I could change it would be to have you as a friend like way back when.