Sometimes I wish everyone would just leave me the fuck alone, maybe I’m acting like something is wrong because something actually is wrong. Maybe I don’t need you constantly looking over my shoulder, and buzzing in on my life. Maybe I just want to have a week of just peace and quiet and alone time. Maybe I need some rest and around here I just can’t get it. I used to have an escape, a temporary one, but still an escape, but I promised someone real important to me that I wouldn’t ever do that again. And right now. When I really want nothing to do with another human being, this second, I wish that person would talk to me. They always make things better. They’re my special girl; my best girl. But we don’t talk so much, I wish we did. It’s not like my problems are her fault, but I deal with them better when I have that support. But sometimes I also feel like I’m just bringing her down too. Whatever; I’m gonna sleep.